I am what I am : My First Quarter Journey as a 10th Grader

 "The important thing is to learn a lesson every time you lose. Life is a learning process, and you have to try to learn what's best for you. Let me tell you, life is not fun when you're banging your head against a brick wall all the time…" This was the phrase from John McEnroe, a former American professional tennis player, that left me stunned as I scrolled through a tennis story on the web.


Dealing with the ongoing problem is a total headache and a pain in the ass. And while we gradually changed our way of life and adjusted to this new normal, I couldn't help but feel tormented, especially 
with this online study. The more I deal with and acclimate to this unusual method of schooling, the clearer things seem to me. Knowing your priorities and mastering time management are two of the most important lessons I've learnt. Creativity is essential when it comes to dealing with stress and investing your time. Maintaining good health is also a MUST especially in these difficult times. Furthermore, I've learnt that separating what is vital work from what isn't is critical, especially while handling modules and household obligations at the same time. Because if you don't, you'll be dragged into a tidal wave of confusion, frustration, or, worst of all, anxiety. From here, I've learned to be more self-sufficient and less dependent on others in some ways. I've learned to motivate, cheer, and inspire myself solely when no one was there for me. I've found comfort in silence and solitude. I've concluded that if you let people or yourself to interrupt your peace, you'll sink into a deep hole and fall in melancholy. Furthermore, I've realized that I'm absolutely tenacious and driven enough to accomplish works and fulfill my responsibilities despite the fact that I'm putting my health and sleep at risk every time. As my school journey and life in general progress, I have encountered numerous obstacles. I've experienced anxiety and stress, especially when answering modules and working on projects. I couldn't help but be terrified of failing, disappointing others, and being chastised and humiliated for my mistakes. As a result, procrastination in accomplishing work has only worsened and risen. Aside from the academic burden, my personal issues did not save me. As a result, it became heavier and more painful as I overthink the things that have been destroying my happiness and peace of mind. Despite everything, I was able to gather myself together and emerge from the shadows. I was able to deal with my challenges by praying and believing that everything would be okay in the end. With the help of my older sister's supervision and my mother's ongoing love and support, I learned that I wasn't alone and that someone was there to help me in my darkest days. They were able to make me feel happy and protected anytime I was feeling down about myself. Journaling for self-reflection and self-evaluation has been a huge aid in managing with the various challenges that I confront on a daily basis. Various coping tactics, such as watching movies, TV shows, and listening to music, have helped me when I'm anxious or depressed. Reading fiction and non-fiction books has also served as my way of escaping the chaotic and miserable word.  Meditation was rather beneficial, particularly during my unexpected breakdowns. Recognizing and accepting my flaws and strengths has helped me recognize that I am an ordinary human who isn't flawless and makes mistakes.


From here, everything I've experienced, learned, and recognized during this new chapter of my life will be brought forward in the future. I will use my earned lessons and accomplishments, no matter how great or small, as a weapon in my quest for success. I will use all of my flaws to better myself and become the best version of myself. All of my failures and misfortunes will serve as motivation for me to never make the same mistakes again in the future. All of these things will serve as a guide for me as I face the never-ending problems of my life with the support and guidance of those who genuinely love me and the Lord Almighty's unconditional love. So, God, please help me. Amen.

Sources:

1st picture - dawnmercymuhoro.wordpress.com

2nd picture - https://www.powerofpositivity.com/life-changing-peace-of-mind-quotes/?amp

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